My Life

I don’t know what should I write about my life..
If someone ask me to paint my life with any colour , I wont do that..because I simply don’t know what the colour is…
My friend wrote on her facebook ‘abu2, ga jelas warnanya’…maybe that’s my life…
3 years ago, I would say, ‘my life is colourful’….or ‘blue, black and orange’…now, I cant say much…

I cant have a job that I want…I lost someone I loved for a long time…my family just like soap opera that you watch every night…..
What’s left of me???? Nothing…..

Do you ever looking at someone else in the mirror? Well….lucky for you…
I don’t even know who that girl is….

My God…ya Allah…plz help me…..
Tolong aku…aku akan berusaha…aku tau jalan ini panjang..but I cant give up just yet……